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How far away is leaving? i can still remember vividly the day we sat in the lecture hall upon arrival…the first day we met each other and became friends..the first day we introduced ourselves to the teachers and fellow classmates…and till today…almost everyone gets so emotional to depart……saying goodbye to each other…It’s just so unbelievable that we have gone through such a  time…with excitements and despair…with great hopes each day…

Today’s feelings are really complicated. ..Leaving was always the hardest time for me…Although it’s just a short half year we have been spending together, looking back the times when we struggle for tonnes of assignments and exams..all that we have done in this short period of time, everything was left memories…AND Our teachers, giving great lecture…keeping up with one assignments by one…It’s just so great to have them.

For the past few months, i keep longing for this day to come…breaking into the semester holidays…But today..i was rather sad…the feelings are just so indescribable. Especially when the teachers get emotional…i feel like crying…After all, they are really great!!Committed and Best teachers i could ever have…

Indeed, i appreciate the time we have been spending together..This wonderful…short period…had allowed me to explore the outside world and myself personally while constantly forging new friendships with others…and for that I am forever thankful.Every moment was worth savoring and there
was never a time when I regretted.

I’m not quite sure what else to write, I just don’t really know the ways to put the best feelings I’ve ever felt into words…Everything which happened within this period makes my life meaningful..  What makes our lives meaningful is that we find the activities we
engage in to be worthwhile.It’s in these best period of times i have ventured out …understood myself…and most importantly….I have known more than i ought to…about life…about people…evolving the relationships between people…and i have really gained a lot…..these precious moments would forever be kept as memories in my heart…

lost in a way of darkness…in great despair and feels a strong, vivid downfall of my soul and spirit…

Tell me minister of darkness!!why would all the sinister things being cramped and happened to this lonely soul at one time??Gracious God, can’t you see that my heart could scarcely cry…it’s healing..and how could you bear to let it stop in the middle point?? Inner side, it hurts so much!!And yet…bright and happy signs are forced to be drawn on the badly scratched-face…

Sense of belonging…seems to have gone so far…so far away…that would never be reached…